Tuesday, December 30, 2008

"Are you ready for some skating action!"

Last night I got a solid...hour of sleep. Due to my awesome procrastinating skills I didn't finish packing until late and of course I got the flying jitters/excitement to the point where having a full nights rest really wasn't in the game plan.
Needless to say, when it was time for me to wake up at 4:45am it wasn't a struggle at all.
The grueling 45 minute flight to Kelowna really only seemed to last 5 minutes compared to the 13 hours to Scotland...and what was even better was that my dear friend Shaun was waiting for me! My day mainly consisted of catching of catching up on sleep which was totally wonderful. Read a little, watched The Dark Knight and now it's time for a trip to the local CNC arena for a serious skate with Alyssa and Shaun! woohoo!
What a wonderful life

Monday, December 29, 2008

It All Comes Around


It has been nearly a year now since I've been back home.
Much has changed, but more so, much has remained the same.
Friends still come and go,
Plans and ideas still change,
and still certain places, smells and songs remind me of the past.
I would never go back, but it is encouraging to know that the past will forever be a part of me and that I have become strong enough to look back and smile.
I've grown and forgiven those who have caused me pain, learned from my mistakes and become a stronger person.
I hold on and cherish those who have been by my side, no matter how much time has past, or how far apart we are. What is even more comforting is that I've realized these are people that will forever be in my life.
I've learned that who I am, and what I believe in will never change. In fact, my past has only reinforced these beliefs and values. I feel stronger now within myself, and more confident knowing that I have shaped who I am because of my choices, and my choices alone. No one has the power to change me or tell me how I should be, this is a power and a choice that lies solely within myself. Through my experiences I have learned plenty, but most of all, I have learned to always, no matter what, stay true to myself.
You may have put in the hours, but I've put in a lifetime, and this is me.

"I think somehow we learn who we really are, and then live with that decision."
-Anonymous