Discovery

One of my most favorite things to do is to sit down and just stare out of a window and let my mind take over. Its funny, cause there's some windows that work perfectly for this...and others that just don't (if you know what I mean.)
This morning I woke up and decided to stare out of my kitchen window...it doesn't look onto anything special- my backyard, a tree that still hasn't gotten any spring leaves, a fence...and thats about it- I realized that even though my life may not be where I want it to be today, that soon, it will be. I'll be in a new place, with new things to do and new people to be with. I'll have the space to discover things I never knew and, hopefully, finally feel like I'm where I belong. So really, today may not be exactly what I want it to be, but today is a stepping stone, a time in my life to pause and try and make the best of what I've got at the moment.
What I'm living for now is the hope and the dream of finding my new place in the world, of discovering another perfect window in place presently unknown to me...